I grew up in a very
conservative, Christian house hold. The Bible and Evangelical
Christianity has always had a huge influence in how I was raised and taught to
understand death. All though I do not know the Bible inside and out, my
many mornings in Sunday school did give me some understanding of the Christian
worldview of death and the afterlife.
In the Bible, particularly the new testament, the life story of
Jesus Christ is told in which he is crucified and later rises from the dead.
The Bible outlines rules on how we too can conquer death by living
eternally in Heaven.
By growing up on this doctrine, my understanding of death
was similar, I found, to the one of the ancient Egyptians we have learned about
in class. In my understanding, a person
is judged by God and then sent either to Hell or Heaven. As I have gotten
older, my belief about death has become a little more ambiguous. I do still
believe in the afterlife but I am not too sure what that will really look
like—probably a lot different than the felt clouds and rainbows that decorated
my Sunday school classroom to be like Heaven.
I was having a hard time thinking about art forms that
helped me understand death. I think this may be because I do not really think
about death that often. I did, however
remember one of my favorite songs called “I Will Follow You into the Dark” by
Death Cab for Cutie. This song speaks
about a person and their loved one who has passed on into the “dark”.
“Love of mine, some day you
will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark”
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark”
video link to song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nog3J4t3BfE
The singer then speaks about how although their loved one
has passed on, they soon will be able to be together again in this “darkness”. I felt this idea of death was similar to the
older worldviews in which there was no differentiation between Heaven and Hell. This idea of afterlife is so different from
what I was raised to understand. I am really interested to learn other ways
worldviews understand dying since I have been confined to one idea for so long.
First of all, I like your song choice! I also feel like we have both encountered the same influence on our views of death. My family was not as consistent with Christian practices as your family sounds to have been, but I definitely feel like Christianity has always had an impact on how I see death. I agree with you about your point about afterlife and how your view has changed as you have gotten older. I've always seemed to wonder what makes heaven so heavenly. I really like what you have said here in this post!
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